I have something fundamental to talk to you about today so pull up a chair. It’s all about how I landed myself in the hospital for 6-days.
First, I have a question for you, WHEN was the last time you stopped to celebrate your growth? I know, right! This question really makes you stop and think deeply about what I’m asking, right?
As human beings, we are often so consumed with lack and past problems instead of the abundance and growth we have achieved in our lives.
I asked you this question because I was sitting in a hospital bed 3 years ago, wondering what the heck was wrong with me and not sure how I landed myself in the hospital for 6-days. Even though I wore my, I’m a “brave girl” face in my everyday life, truth be told, I was scared senseless. I wondered why God had sent me into a place like this after I had committed myself to serve others. So I questioned if I was good enough and heard my mother’s voice criticizing me daily because that’s what my brain was used to. I felt worthless and alone. My relationship and business were suffering, and I didn’t know what to do to help myself. I didn’t even have the strength to ask for help from the all-powerful creator. Or even the strength to tap into the Universal healing powers, which is here to support us all.
Anyway, after sitting in a hospital bed for 6-days wondering how I landed myself in the hospital for 6-days while undergoing too many probing and testing to list, not a single doctor could find a single thing wrong with me, even though they verbalized that it was clear that I was in pain and suffering. At one point, while I was in the hospital, my throat closed, and my heart stopped beating. That was a crazy experience! I was so scard. I was conscious of all doctors and nurses franticly working to attend to my needs, but I couldn’t move or speak. An experience like that really puts life into perspective. After that, it became crystal clear that the energy we hold on really affects our overall well-being. —–[bctt tweet=”You see, I went into the hospital with a broken heart, an empty bank account, and self-esteem so low it could tell you how many cracks were on the ground. I was in a state of deep depression and didn’t even know it. In the end, the doctors determined that this was the cause of my invisible ailment.” username=”kerryanningram”]
It became obvious to me that I ignored ALL the signs that were telling me to STOP and refocus myself before I got to this point. But I kept pushing myself to be what people wanted me to be because I believe that would fix me, my broken heart, and help me make the money I needed to survive. But that was not the answer at all. That was what everyone wanted from me, but that was not what I needed for my well-being. I was blindly trying to get over it all by not acknowledging any of it. Y’all I thought that If I ignored it, it would all go away. Wrong, what we resist always persists, but what we embrace, we will erase!
Because I was stubborn, I had to pause my business. I was physically unable to use my gifts to practice my energy healing work. I had grown numb to what I needed to do to get back into alignment.
But the great news is, life always has our backs! Whether we know it or not.
I found this out when I came out on the other side of this experience. That small but still voice was quietly nudging me to realignment my life.
And if I continued to ignore it, the same thing that caused me pain and sent me into the hospital would absolutely manifest itself in other ways. This time, it manifested in my body by breaking down without any visible signs, but it could be a lot more serious the next time.
This is my first time sharing my experience around how I landed myself in the hospital for 6-days so openly online. I tried several times but felt self-conscious, ashamed, and afraid of the judgement I ‘might’ receive from the people who were probably already judging me 😅. But this year, with all that is happening in the world to break people and send them into a pit of despair, I felt it necessary to open up the show that there is always a light at the end of the misery tunnel. Nothing in this life lasts forever.
It’s a blessing that I can now look back at myself and have deep compassion and love for where I was and how far I’ve come. I make this a daily practice to give my thinks up to the Most High for all the love and protection it has given to me over the years.
If you are one of the many wonderful human beings struggling right now and needed to hear that someone else understands what you might be going through and can relate to your pain, please know that I do, and I’m here for you.
One of the major lessons I learned thus far is that life never looks the way we see it outside of our minds. Life is always moving and shifting based on our personal beliefs, so it’s up to us to get in the flow and create wisely so we can move seamlessly alongside this wonderful life we’ve been gifted with.
When we let go of what is no longer serving our highest good and look within ourselves, we take our power back, we begin to tap into the energetic Universe to being all that we desire into our lives. Remember, your beliefs, actions, and mindset are what will allow you to heal, grow and flourish into the beautiful butterfly you’re meant to be, so focus there and trust that everything else will sort itself out at the right time—so much gratitude to you all for your continued support and love. I love you all forever and always and in all ways!
P.S. If you want to know how I brought myself back into balance after I was released from the hospital, let me know in the comments, and I’ll share my tips and tools with you.
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